From: Jesus Paul Solomon
The Obstacle Removed
May 15, 2008 -- Whatever it was you were unable to do yesterday you will be able to do today. The obstacle that was blocking your path will disappear and you will soon be on your way again. Could it be the obstacle never actually existed? Could it have been in your mind?
Mind = Intelligence = Mentality. The real question is does the mind really exist? Is that which is in your mind your reality? Everything that I experienced over the past few years originated in my mind and we made it into reality and hopefully we will do this to the final step. It was all in my mind, but that with was an impediment had to be overcome, not everything was meant to be realized and made into a physical reality for all to share together, some things were meant for me to experience, being experience is the best teacher.
I believe I can write better love songs now, because I feel like I can express love better now than ever, because I can be totally honest about my feelings today without guilt, if the obstacle was expression it is now free to express love, because I can express love toward she who I do truly love without compromising and confusing love with obligation. I believe love is a requirement of a man towards his wife, but to be obligated out of duty where there is not true love is an obstacle between you and true happiness.
My obstacle was to feel obligated to a responsibility I did not really want to take on, my love for Janet is in my heart, it was placed there whereby Latoya was all in my mind and not the other way around. I thought I was required to love Latoya but the love was not in my heart and was a pure obligation I felt was forced upon me and because of this realization I feel relieved. What Latoya did to me was an excuse for me to express my true feelings, but the true feelings always existed. All I owe Latoya is a sibling share and she does not deserve that, but it belongs to her.
Latoya was a double agent and she knew who I was all along. My proof is her visit to Germany with Jack Gordon. I was told about it she played at the Enlistment Men’s Club and they made a special batter for chicken just for her. Janet was constantly put under hypnosis, but not Latoya and Jack Gordon worked for John Gotti so he knew who I was. Personally I do not think he is really dead, it was all a calculated game by Latoya to get paid, she can have Jack and her $100 Million; Jack did me a favor. Furthermore I believe she gave birth to a son by her driver whom she had an affair with before 1989 and as they say what goes on in Vegas stays in Vegas, what does Latoya do for a living date men? She was never my wife, and knowing this liberates me of the greatest obstacle to my true happiness.
Tomorrow is Janet’s birthday she will be 42 years young, I wished her a happy one yesterday and I know the gossip will follow. I just hope she enjoys herself, my birthday was just another day, I do not wish that on anyone.
Yes the obstacle was in the mind, but now I am free to be me.
Latoya in Germany:
EXT. ARMY POSTS IN GERMANY. -- DAY
The time had come to leave Fort Polk and go back to Germany, and I was sent to the same town, but, a different Barracks. The name of the town is Swhweinfurt Germany.
SSG WINSTON
Welcome to Germany, we have been expecting you.
FRANK PAUL JONES
So this is it?
SSG WINSTON
Yes this will be your home for the next year and a half or so.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Do you like it here Staff Sergeant Winston?
SSG WINSTON
It's a job. You just missed Latoya Jackson; she came here to check out your new home.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Why would she do that?
SSG WINSTON
Don't ask me, she came with her manager, this little short White dude; he is a funny dude.
SSG WINSTON
They changed the grease they fry chicken with just for her, she said the chicken was good, then she performed at the EM club.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Was it a good show?
SSG WINSTON
She was all right, the Enlisted Men went crazy. I know you may not understand what I AM trying to tell you now, but, I was told to tell you this. Welcome to Swhweinfurt Germany, the home of the 3rd Infantry Division.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Thank you.
EXT. THE BAVARIAN MOUNTAINS. -- DAY
We went on a field trip to see the mountains of Bavaria. At this place where we went there were men who called themselves Monks. Most of them were fat, and they made there own home made brew.
I was brought to a Monk who had a message for me; I call these mountains the mountains of deception.
MONK
How do you like it up here?
PAUL CASTELLANO
All I see is bunch of mountains, to be honest.
MONK
How would you like to stay here and rule the world?
PAUL CASTELLANO
After my tour in Germany I have to go back home.
MONK
You could stay here, and we will send for that girl, and everything you can imagine will be at hands length.
PAUL CASTELLANO
Who are you going to send for Janet?
MONK
Forget about that little girl, we will send for the beautiful one Latoya, she said, if you stay she will come and live with you.
MONK
If you decide to stay, we will show you what is inside these mountains, it will amaze you.
PAUL CASTELLANO
The only thing that amazes me is you, you're the Devil himself, and they brought me here so that you can tempt me. Man I AM not staying up here.
This conversation went on for a while, I don't know how long, but, when SSG Winston came back for me he said.
SSG WINSTON
You are still here?
Then he laughed and said.
SSG WINSTON
He made his decision, and he doesn't want to stay here, so we will take him back to Swhweinfurt.
This is proof that Latoya knew all along whom I was!.
Jesus Paul Solomon
EXT. ARMY POSTS IN GERMANY. -- DAY
The time had come to leave Fort Polk and go back to Germany, and I was sent to the same town, but, a different Barracks. The name of the town is Swhweinfurt Germany.
SSG WINSTON
Welcome to Germany, we have been expecting you.
FRANK PAUL JONES
So this is it?
SSG WINSTON
Yes this will be your home for the next year and a half or so.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Do you like it here Staff Sergeant Winston?
SSG WINSTON
It's a job. You just missed Latoya Jackson; she came here to check out your new home.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Why would she do that?
SSG WINSTON
Don't ask me, she came with her manager, this little short White dude; he is a funny dude.
SSG WINSTON
They changed the grease they fry chicken with just for her, she said the chicken was good, then she performed at the EM club.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Was it a good show?
SSG WINSTON
She was all right, the Enlisted Men went crazy. I know you may not understand what I AM trying to tell you now, but, I was told to tell you this. Welcome to Swhweinfurt Germany, the home of the 3rd Infantry Division.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Thank you.
EXT. THE BAVARIAN MOUNTAINS. -- DAY
We went on a field trip to see the mountains of Bavaria. At this place where we went there were men who called themselves Monks. Most of them were fat, and they made there own home made brew.
I was brought to a Monk who had a message for me; I call these mountains the mountains of deception.
MONK
How do you like it up here?
PAUL CASTELLANO
All I see is bunch of mountains, to be honest.
MONK
How would you like to stay here and rule the world?
PAUL CASTELLANO
After my tour in Germany I have to go back home.
MONK
You could stay here, and we will send for that girl, and everything you can imagine will be at hands length.
PAUL CASTELLANO
Who are you going to send for Janet?
MONK
Forget about that little girl, we will send for the beautiful one Latoya, she said, if you stay she will come and live with you.
MONK
If you decide to stay, we will show you what is inside these mountains, it will amaze you.
PAUL CASTELLANO
The only thing that amazes me is you, you're the Devil himself, and they brought me here so that you can tempt me. Man I AM not staying up here.
This conversation went on for a while, I don't know how long, but, when SSG Winston came back for me he said.
SSG WINSTON
You are still here?
Then he laughed and said.
SSG WINSTON
He made his decision, and he doesn't want to stay here, so we will take him back to Swhweinfurt.
This is proof that Latoya knew all along whom I was!.
Jesus Paul Solomon
