To: resident George W. Bush
From: Frank Paul Gambino
RE: My Fear is I do not think it is worth anymore
Date: 1 March 2008
March 1, 2008 -- You seem to be looking for something that is lost in every direction but the most obvious one. Could it be you don't really want to find it? Could it be you would prefer it to stay lost so you don't have to take up a task you fear might be too much for you? Don't worry. You've got what it takes.
My whole life’s journey was for the right to marry; they did not want me to be happy and have a wife and children, they wanted me dead and without testicles and you know this. So I traveled rough terrain for over 30 years and I identify two women who I believed are my promise both Jews and Gentiles, but they do not want me. They never write or call and run around with other men ignoring my objections. So I realize this dream is in fact lost as you put in every direction. There is nothing to fight over anymore, but I still want a wife and I do not want to trade down, I want someone as good or better.
Janet does not love me and I was the last person to realize this. There is no task to be up to other than accepting rejections. But just because Janet is not patient and is unfaithful does not mean me nobody wants me. Just because Jermaine Dupri is short and not a handsome man does not mean she cannot and does not love him and not me, be has something to put on the table now all I can offer is for a person to have faith; in the real world people just do not buy into faith, to include I myself at times and the knowledge is within. My faith is lost in Janet probably forever!
We are talking about a lost cause and my continued commitment to something I will never be able to touch, but only see and be teased and taunted by it. As for fear, my fear is in my killing a bunch of innocent people do to undue rejection, so why put all that power in the hands of a woman who continues to show no respect or concern with me and my feelings? All she wants is the attention of homos and to sell a record by any means necessary and is a great disappointment and embarrassment to me and everything I stand for.
I want never was the type of man to be someone’s punk ass bitch and run behind someone who shows no interest in me. But she is not the only one playing games so is the people of authority. You always ask what do I want, but the real question is what do you want I announce my projected settlement it is for you’ll to negotiate a final number . I am not going to die over a piece of pussy; I am not going to harm myself over Janet, she is not all that and has no personality. I am fearful of a lost cause? No! I just need a place to call home and an empty house is not a home, what is going on today I do not need. Janet is not even a friend, she does not write, call or even show the smallest amount of faith or interest and sadly I was the last to see this because of my arrogance.
Janet claims she cares about homosexuals, but fails to raise the issue of AIDS in her music. I have family members sick and dying and the only thing between them and good health is Key and the only thing between me and Key is a home. Let me family go through undue suffering and she what it translate to the world. “Family is Love.” (Egeria) The hell with Janet and Latoya for that matter and the hell with you also!
Frank Paul Gambino
My mistake was it took this long to see it!
