Alicia & the Journey & Not Crucifixion
Why Alicia
Alicia is proof that I AM. Janet gave birth to a child that she did not know how she got pregnant or by who, but in her heart she knew I would comeback, the problem is she did not know who I was and she search all her life to find what she lost and when I came to her in 1991 she thought I was crazy, I guess because I thought it was 1979 and it was 1980 when impregnated her. All she knew was I was Paul Castellano, but she did not know it was me; she probably thought it was the old white guy, my uncle Big Paul. Janet probably felt very guilty for her decision, but she did not get an abortion, had she did she would have never knew me and Alicia would not have blossomed into someone to be totally proud of. Janet gave up Alicia out of shame and I found out she existed in 1989 and tracked her down and Janet made me promise she would have her own and made me promise she would love Alicia and she did, but did not know why. Janet thought after all these years she may have become a queer, but the love she had was for her daughter and that feeling was planted in her heart since 1989 when we found her. Alicia is proof that I am Paul Castellano code for (Jesus). She was the one that was sent away and when she came back she liberated them all.
The Journey & Not Crucifixion
PAUL CASTELLANO
Janet I have to put you to sleep and you will not remember it was me, but, deep in your heart you will know I will come back to you. I will come back to you, I promise.
JANET
You are going to leave me and I will not remember this?
PAUL CASTELLANO
Yes!
JANET
Why?
PAUL CASTELLANO
Someday you will understand, I promise I will come back to you!
The Parable of the Tenants
Lk 20:9 He went on to tell the people this parable: “A man planted a vineyard, rented it to some farmers and went away for a long time.
Lk 20:10 At harvest time he sent a servant to the tenants so they would give him some of the fruit of the vineyard. But the tenants beat him and sent him away empty-handed.
Lk 20:11 He sent another servant, but that one also they beat and treated shamefully and sent away empty-handed.
Lk 20:12 He sent still a third, and they wounded him and threw him out.
Lk 20:13 “Then the owner of the vineyard said, ‘What shall I do? I will send my son, whom I love; perhaps they will respect him.’
Lk 20:14 “But when the tenants saw him, they talked the matter over. ‘This is the heir,’ they said. ‘Let’s kill him, and the inheritance will be ours.’
Lk 20:15 So they threw him out of the vineyard and killed him. “What then will the owner of the vineyard do to them?
Lk 20:16 He will come and kill those tenants and give the vineyard to others.” When the people heard this, they said, “May this never be!”
Lk 20:17 Jesus looked directly at them and asked, “Then what is the meaning of that which is written: “ ‘The stone the builders rejected has become the capstone’’ ?
Lk 20:18 Everyone who falls on that stone will be broken to pieces, but he on whom it falls will be crushed.”
Lk 20:19 The teachers of the law and the chief priests looked for a way to arrest him immediately, because they knew he had spoken this parable against them. But they were afraid of the people.
1Co 9:19 Though I am free and belong to no man, I make myself a slave to everyone, to win as many as possible.
1Co 9:20 To the Jews I became like a Jew, to win the Jews. To those under the law I became like one under the law (though I myself am not under the law), so as to win those under the law.
1Co 9:21 To those not having the law I became like one not having the law (though I am not free from God’s law but am under Christ’s law), so as to win those not having the law.
1Co 9:22 To the weak I became weak, to win the weak. I have become all things to all men so that by all possible means I might save some.
1Co 9:23 I do all this for the sake of the gospel that I may share in its blessings.
Isa 9:6 For to us a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on his shoulders. And he will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, and Prince of Peace.
1Co 1:23 but we preach Christ crucified: a stumbling block to Jews and foolishness to Gentiles,
Friday, June 13, 2008
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
The Pace v. Keeping Busy
To: President George W. Bush
From: Frank Paul Gambino
RE: The Pace v. Keeping Busy
Date: 11 June 2008
June 11, 2008 -- So you're behind in your schedule. So what? You of all people should know that life is about more than working harder. There has to be a reason for everything you do and if you can't see a reason then you are not obliged to do it. Simple.
I was once told that because he was so behind of his duties, he had too much work to be done to leave anything soon. Am I a slave? How can I be behind on my work after all I have done and so little that I have? Today I cannot post my message of the day until this afternoon because we are moving slower than anticipated and my floor will not be get done until this afternoon. Then I have to put my apartment back together, so if I am behind it will be no catching up too soon.
However, I put myself under Federal care for over 10 days and had me sedated for that period of time. I informed and spoke to the Secret Service prior to and after admission to the hospital. You’ll had a perfect opportunity to send in a Key to get work done and I left because they were playing games with me, so if we are behind schedule it is your fault. I should have been treated better and I would have stayed as long as necessary, instead I was treated like if something was wrong with me and not a royal guest.
I have a small amount of bills to most people but large to me, nobody is paying them so if I have to maintain a part time job and it takes away from my time to fulfill my obligations so be it. Again I am being treated like a poor man, but you want the commitment to your problems as if I was rich, you cannot have your cake and eat it also. When more money reaches my bank account than you can tell me about moving quicker and working longer hours. But you seem to already understand why I am not fully committed at the time.
I should be busy all weekend putting my apartment back together and by the way my uncle is getting better he was really sick, but he will need a kidney to once again function properly. The treatment they are giving him now buys me time, but you know what has to be done. And it is about time for my nephew to get out of prison, so do not hamper me down with moving quicker and working longer, I just gave to some incentive for me to consider it.
Frank Paul Gambino
From: Frank Paul Gambino
RE: The Pace v. Keeping Busy
Date: 11 June 2008
June 11, 2008 -- So you're behind in your schedule. So what? You of all people should know that life is about more than working harder. There has to be a reason for everything you do and if you can't see a reason then you are not obliged to do it. Simple.
I was once told that because he was so behind of his duties, he had too much work to be done to leave anything soon. Am I a slave? How can I be behind on my work after all I have done and so little that I have? Today I cannot post my message of the day until this afternoon because we are moving slower than anticipated and my floor will not be get done until this afternoon. Then I have to put my apartment back together, so if I am behind it will be no catching up too soon.
However, I put myself under Federal care for over 10 days and had me sedated for that period of time. I informed and spoke to the Secret Service prior to and after admission to the hospital. You’ll had a perfect opportunity to send in a Key to get work done and I left because they were playing games with me, so if we are behind schedule it is your fault. I should have been treated better and I would have stayed as long as necessary, instead I was treated like if something was wrong with me and not a royal guest.
I have a small amount of bills to most people but large to me, nobody is paying them so if I have to maintain a part time job and it takes away from my time to fulfill my obligations so be it. Again I am being treated like a poor man, but you want the commitment to your problems as if I was rich, you cannot have your cake and eat it also. When more money reaches my bank account than you can tell me about moving quicker and working longer hours. But you seem to already understand why I am not fully committed at the time.
I should be busy all weekend putting my apartment back together and by the way my uncle is getting better he was really sick, but he will need a kidney to once again function properly. The treatment they are giving him now buys me time, but you know what has to be done. And it is about time for my nephew to get out of prison, so do not hamper me down with moving quicker and working longer, I just gave to some incentive for me to consider it.
Frank Paul Gambino
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Feelings & the plate
To: President George W. Bush
From: Frank Paul Gambino
RE: Feelings & the plate
Date 10 June 2008
June 10, 2008 -- the past 12 months were at times more difficult than you thought was fair, but you came though unscathed and, more importantly, you toughened up considerably. The next 12 months will be easier and, if you put into practice what you learned, rewarding as well.
First of all, I am more interested in the next 3 months, I would like some sudden life changing events, and I earned them. To be honest I am tired of my current standard of life. Can I handle it? Of course! But is it really necessary?
June 10, 2008 -- You need to sit down and have a heart-to-heart discussion with a friend or relative who, to say the least, is their own worst enemy at the moment. Show them how easy it is to be honest about your feelings - with luck they will follow your lead.
The person who comes to mind, when we speak on honesty concerning feelings is Janet. I guess old habits are hard to break or she wants to be sure before she totally commits, considering her past. I remember when I was at the VA Hospital in Los Angeles, they said you know Janet has a boyfriend, I replied “when did she not have a boyfriend” if she says Jermaine Dupri is her friend he is her friend, they thought I would threaten him.
I agreed to something I regret to some degree at the moment, Janet told me during the integration that if I make her wait for me alone she would attempt suicide and hate me and I decided I rather have an unfaithful wife than a dead one and it turns out in the physical sense I was the unfaithful one, but what she does is wrong, like she said in a song, “I need someone to call my lover.” The reason behind this was that people did not accuse her of being a homosexual; she could not handle the pressure Michael had to undergo.
Now they are accusing her of wanting to sleep with her daughter; I guess this is alright with her, but it should not be. Maybe 27 years ago it would have been bad publicity and the Jackson Family would have been tainted. Jermaine would have never been the sex symbol in Right On Magazine and Janet probably would have never had the career she had. But now confessing to motherhood is the best thing she could do for her career and personal life. People will love her and understand and hell she can say it was my fault, I am proud of Alicia, she is talented and she is pretty and has it going own and she woks hard. I think they should tour together and call it “the concert of two generations” or the “two generations tour.” And bill it as a mother and daughter tour to end all the homosexual speculations, because Janet did not want it for herself, but she is allowing it to happen to Alicia, by associating Alicia to her homosexual thoughts, it makes Alicia look homosexual, so Janet is certainly wrong in allowing these rumors and people are thinking about Alicia in a way Janet never wanted them to think of herself. She should think about this! It is selfish!
I do not even know what the secret about Rene is at this current point in life, other than her real father. Is Janet ashamed of me?
I think Janet stood me up because I was a cheat, but she provoked my misbehavior by constantly making me jealous, no man wants to she his woman in the arms of other men constantly over a period of years, talking about I married him and divorced him and took care of him for life and so on. You ought to read he Wikipedia bio, it is a bunch of lies and every time I try to correct it, they change it right back to the lies and I just assume do not read it. She did not marry and annul and marry and divorce, she got into adulteress relationships whether there was sex or not, she was always bound to me, I did not die.
Ro 7:2 For example, by law a married woman is bound to her husband as long as he is alive, but if her husband dies, she is released from the law of marriage.
Ro 7:3 So then, if she marries another man while her husband is still alive, she is called an adulteress. But if her husband dies, she is released from that law and is not an adulteress, even though she marries another man.
I will close with these scriptures, because I cannot say it too many times:
Wives and Husbands
5:22-6:9 pp—Col 3:18-4:1
Eph 5:22 Wives, submit to your husbands as to the Lord.
Eph 5:23 For the husband is the head of the wife as Christ is the head of the church, his body, of which he is the Savior.
Eph 5:24 Now as the church submits to Christ, so also wives should submit to their husbands in everything.
Eph 5:25 Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her
Eph 5:26 to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word,
Eph 5:27 and to present her to himself as a radiant church, without stain or wrinkle or any other blemish, but holy and blameless.
Eph 5:28 In this same way, husbands ought to love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself.
Eph 5:29 After all, no one ever hated his own body, but he feeds and cares for it, just as Christ does the church—
Eph 5:30 for we are members of his body.
Eph 5:31 “For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and the two will become one flesh.”
Eph 5:32 This is a profound mystery—but I am talking about Christ and the church.
Eph 5:33 However, each one of you also must love his wife as he loves himself, and the wife must respect her husband.
Children and Parents
Eph 6:1 Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right.
Eph 6:2 “Honor your father and mother”—which is the first commandment with a promise—
Eph 6:3 “that it may go well with you and that you may enjoy long life on the earth.”
Eph 6:4 Fathers, do not exasperate your children; instead, bring them up in the training and instruction of the Lord.
I closing Janet do not only need to step up to the plate in my behalf, but also for her children!
Frank Paul Gambino
From: Frank Paul Gambino
RE: Feelings & the plate
Date 10 June 2008
June 10, 2008 -- the past 12 months were at times more difficult than you thought was fair, but you came though unscathed and, more importantly, you toughened up considerably. The next 12 months will be easier and, if you put into practice what you learned, rewarding as well.
First of all, I am more interested in the next 3 months, I would like some sudden life changing events, and I earned them. To be honest I am tired of my current standard of life. Can I handle it? Of course! But is it really necessary?
June 10, 2008 -- You need to sit down and have a heart-to-heart discussion with a friend or relative who, to say the least, is their own worst enemy at the moment. Show them how easy it is to be honest about your feelings - with luck they will follow your lead.
The person who comes to mind, when we speak on honesty concerning feelings is Janet. I guess old habits are hard to break or she wants to be sure before she totally commits, considering her past. I remember when I was at the VA Hospital in Los Angeles, they said you know Janet has a boyfriend, I replied “when did she not have a boyfriend” if she says Jermaine Dupri is her friend he is her friend, they thought I would threaten him.
I agreed to something I regret to some degree at the moment, Janet told me during the integration that if I make her wait for me alone she would attempt suicide and hate me and I decided I rather have an unfaithful wife than a dead one and it turns out in the physical sense I was the unfaithful one, but what she does is wrong, like she said in a song, “I need someone to call my lover.” The reason behind this was that people did not accuse her of being a homosexual; she could not handle the pressure Michael had to undergo.
Now they are accusing her of wanting to sleep with her daughter; I guess this is alright with her, but it should not be. Maybe 27 years ago it would have been bad publicity and the Jackson Family would have been tainted. Jermaine would have never been the sex symbol in Right On Magazine and Janet probably would have never had the career she had. But now confessing to motherhood is the best thing she could do for her career and personal life. People will love her and understand and hell she can say it was my fault, I am proud of Alicia, she is talented and she is pretty and has it going own and she woks hard. I think they should tour together and call it “the concert of two generations” or the “two generations tour.” And bill it as a mother and daughter tour to end all the homosexual speculations, because Janet did not want it for herself, but she is allowing it to happen to Alicia, by associating Alicia to her homosexual thoughts, it makes Alicia look homosexual, so Janet is certainly wrong in allowing these rumors and people are thinking about Alicia in a way Janet never wanted them to think of herself. She should think about this! It is selfish!
I do not even know what the secret about Rene is at this current point in life, other than her real father. Is Janet ashamed of me?
I think Janet stood me up because I was a cheat, but she provoked my misbehavior by constantly making me jealous, no man wants to she his woman in the arms of other men constantly over a period of years, talking about I married him and divorced him and took care of him for life and so on. You ought to read he Wikipedia bio, it is a bunch of lies and every time I try to correct it, they change it right back to the lies and I just assume do not read it. She did not marry and annul and marry and divorce, she got into adulteress relationships whether there was sex or not, she was always bound to me, I did not die.
Ro 7:2 For example, by law a married woman is bound to her husband as long as he is alive, but if her husband dies, she is released from the law of marriage.
Ro 7:3 So then, if she marries another man while her husband is still alive, she is called an adulteress. But if her husband dies, she is released from that law and is not an adulteress, even though she marries another man.
I will close with these scriptures, because I cannot say it too many times:
Wives and Husbands
5:22-6:9 pp—Col 3:18-4:1
Eph 5:22 Wives, submit to your husbands as to the Lord.
Eph 5:23 For the husband is the head of the wife as Christ is the head of the church, his body, of which he is the Savior.
Eph 5:24 Now as the church submits to Christ, so also wives should submit to their husbands in everything.
Eph 5:25 Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her
Eph 5:26 to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word,
Eph 5:27 and to present her to himself as a radiant church, without stain or wrinkle or any other blemish, but holy and blameless.
Eph 5:28 In this same way, husbands ought to love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself.
Eph 5:29 After all, no one ever hated his own body, but he feeds and cares for it, just as Christ does the church—
Eph 5:30 for we are members of his body.
Eph 5:31 “For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and the two will become one flesh.”
Eph 5:32 This is a profound mystery—but I am talking about Christ and the church.
Eph 5:33 However, each one of you also must love his wife as he loves himself, and the wife must respect her husband.
Children and Parents
Eph 6:1 Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right.
Eph 6:2 “Honor your father and mother”—which is the first commandment with a promise—
Eph 6:3 “that it may go well with you and that you may enjoy long life on the earth.”
Eph 6:4 Fathers, do not exasperate your children; instead, bring them up in the training and instruction of the Lord.
I closing Janet do not only need to step up to the plate in my behalf, but also for her children!
Frank Paul Gambino
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Glad she had a good time, but wish I was there!
Glad she had a good time, but wish I was there!
Date: 18 May 2008
May 18, 2008 -- You have been so busy socially lately that more intimate relationships have suffered, but now you can reach out again to people you love. A few tears are to be expected around the time of Tuesday's full moon but they will be tears of joy.
Maybe I made an error in judgment planning my trip the following week and not having fun yesterday, because Janet said something funny yesterday that I realized there could have been a few more of those one liners, if I paid her more attention over the weekend, but instead I packed my bags which had to be done. So I did the responsible thing and yes the more intimate relationship has suffered. But hopefully this will come to a final end very soon so the sacrifice may well have been worth it.
Originally the trip was supposed to be a business trip, but I owe Janet much more than that. I hope she plans an exciting weekend and I hope the weekend never ends, my only real business in New York City “be it’s God’s will” and everything works out and in the presence of God how can it not? Is to move out of my apartment and resign from my job, it is not good to burn bridges even if you never need them again, because someone else might and that can be done from long distance but I prefer to do it in person, what are we talking about 3 days to a work week? What does that equal 5 days apart for a lifetime and more? People do not realize but this is much bigger than me or Janet; it is about world affairs and a better future for all.
I want to be with my wife for ever and ever and the next birthday and the birthdays after that. I am not jealous because Janet had a happy birthday party we accepted that a month ago and it was nice of her to share some of that with me and the world and I knew the gossip would follow the news about the party, I am getting used to this, stuff like how they are having mad sex and their tender moments that is not what I saw, I saw a respectful video with a few jokes. But like the letter I wrote not everything was in it, but Janet saw the whole letter and what was not included was not anyone else’s business it was a personal letter and sharing part of it was all jokes.
Only with Janet do I wear soft gloves, you would be surprised at how I talk to her, sometimes I be fronting in my postings, but I do not usually talk to her like that, but I admit my temper flares sometimes and I talk crazy, but that is in my character and it will change when it is given more attention, loving and care and the same probably applies to Janet, no one can love her like me, because they are not me they are substitutes. I mean I am alone and I do not have a bunch of friends anymore especially girlfriends, it is not my style to hangout anymore without purpose and usually men around a bunch of women are either players or punks, I am neither. In the future Janet’s male friends will at least be my acquaintances, I do not know if I want female friends unless they have a man and if that relation end so does ours as friends. Sure a friend of a relative will be treated nice, but if that relationship ends so will ours, that is how I do me. I even have to be careful how I counsel a person!
If Jermaine want to continue to see Janet he has to meet me!
Ge 2:24 For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife and they will become one flesh.
1Co 15:45 So it is written: “The first man Adam became a living being”; the last Adam, a life-giving spirit.
1Co 15:46 The spiritual did not come first, but the natural, and after that the spiritual.
1Co 15:47 The first man was of the dust of the earth, the second man from heaven.
Date: 18 May 2008
May 18, 2008 -- You have been so busy socially lately that more intimate relationships have suffered, but now you can reach out again to people you love. A few tears are to be expected around the time of Tuesday's full moon but they will be tears of joy.
Maybe I made an error in judgment planning my trip the following week and not having fun yesterday, because Janet said something funny yesterday that I realized there could have been a few more of those one liners, if I paid her more attention over the weekend, but instead I packed my bags which had to be done. So I did the responsible thing and yes the more intimate relationship has suffered. But hopefully this will come to a final end very soon so the sacrifice may well have been worth it.
Originally the trip was supposed to be a business trip, but I owe Janet much more than that. I hope she plans an exciting weekend and I hope the weekend never ends, my only real business in New York City “be it’s God’s will” and everything works out and in the presence of God how can it not? Is to move out of my apartment and resign from my job, it is not good to burn bridges even if you never need them again, because someone else might and that can be done from long distance but I prefer to do it in person, what are we talking about 3 days to a work week? What does that equal 5 days apart for a lifetime and more? People do not realize but this is much bigger than me or Janet; it is about world affairs and a better future for all.
I want to be with my wife for ever and ever and the next birthday and the birthdays after that. I am not jealous because Janet had a happy birthday party we accepted that a month ago and it was nice of her to share some of that with me and the world and I knew the gossip would follow the news about the party, I am getting used to this, stuff like how they are having mad sex and their tender moments that is not what I saw, I saw a respectful video with a few jokes. But like the letter I wrote not everything was in it, but Janet saw the whole letter and what was not included was not anyone else’s business it was a personal letter and sharing part of it was all jokes.
Only with Janet do I wear soft gloves, you would be surprised at how I talk to her, sometimes I be fronting in my postings, but I do not usually talk to her like that, but I admit my temper flares sometimes and I talk crazy, but that is in my character and it will change when it is given more attention, loving and care and the same probably applies to Janet, no one can love her like me, because they are not me they are substitutes. I mean I am alone and I do not have a bunch of friends anymore especially girlfriends, it is not my style to hangout anymore without purpose and usually men around a bunch of women are either players or punks, I am neither. In the future Janet’s male friends will at least be my acquaintances, I do not know if I want female friends unless they have a man and if that relation end so does ours as friends. Sure a friend of a relative will be treated nice, but if that relationship ends so will ours, that is how I do me. I even have to be careful how I counsel a person!
If Jermaine want to continue to see Janet he has to meet me!
Ge 2:24 For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife and they will become one flesh.
1Co 15:45 So it is written: “The first man Adam became a living being”; the last Adam, a life-giving spirit.
1Co 15:46 The spiritual did not come first, but the natural, and after that the spiritual.
1Co 15:47 The first man was of the dust of the earth, the second man from heaven.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
The Obstacle Removed
To: President George W. Bush
From: Jesus Paul Solomon
The Obstacle Removed
May 15, 2008 -- Whatever it was you were unable to do yesterday you will be able to do today. The obstacle that was blocking your path will disappear and you will soon be on your way again. Could it be the obstacle never actually existed? Could it have been in your mind?
Mind = Intelligence = Mentality. The real question is does the mind really exist? Is that which is in your mind your reality? Everything that I experienced over the past few years originated in my mind and we made it into reality and hopefully we will do this to the final step. It was all in my mind, but that with was an impediment had to be overcome, not everything was meant to be realized and made into a physical reality for all to share together, some things were meant for me to experience, being experience is the best teacher.
I believe I can write better love songs now, because I feel like I can express love better now than ever, because I can be totally honest about my feelings today without guilt, if the obstacle was expression it is now free to express love, because I can express love toward she who I do truly love without compromising and confusing love with obligation. I believe love is a requirement of a man towards his wife, but to be obligated out of duty where there is not true love is an obstacle between you and true happiness.
My obstacle was to feel obligated to a responsibility I did not really want to take on, my love for Janet is in my heart, it was placed there whereby Latoya was all in my mind and not the other way around. I thought I was required to love Latoya but the love was not in my heart and was a pure obligation I felt was forced upon me and because of this realization I feel relieved. What Latoya did to me was an excuse for me to express my true feelings, but the true feelings always existed. All I owe Latoya is a sibling share and she does not deserve that, but it belongs to her.
Latoya was a double agent and she knew who I was all along. My proof is her visit to Germany with Jack Gordon. I was told about it she played at the Enlistment Men’s Club and they made a special batter for chicken just for her. Janet was constantly put under hypnosis, but not Latoya and Jack Gordon worked for John Gotti so he knew who I was. Personally I do not think he is really dead, it was all a calculated game by Latoya to get paid, she can have Jack and her $100 Million; Jack did me a favor. Furthermore I believe she gave birth to a son by her driver whom she had an affair with before 1989 and as they say what goes on in Vegas stays in Vegas, what does Latoya do for a living date men? She was never my wife, and knowing this liberates me of the greatest obstacle to my true happiness.
Tomorrow is Janet’s birthday she will be 42 years young, I wished her a happy one yesterday and I know the gossip will follow. I just hope she enjoys herself, my birthday was just another day, I do not wish that on anyone.
Yes the obstacle was in the mind, but now I am free to be me.
From: Jesus Paul Solomon
The Obstacle Removed
May 15, 2008 -- Whatever it was you were unable to do yesterday you will be able to do today. The obstacle that was blocking your path will disappear and you will soon be on your way again. Could it be the obstacle never actually existed? Could it have been in your mind?
Mind = Intelligence = Mentality. The real question is does the mind really exist? Is that which is in your mind your reality? Everything that I experienced over the past few years originated in my mind and we made it into reality and hopefully we will do this to the final step. It was all in my mind, but that with was an impediment had to be overcome, not everything was meant to be realized and made into a physical reality for all to share together, some things were meant for me to experience, being experience is the best teacher.
I believe I can write better love songs now, because I feel like I can express love better now than ever, because I can be totally honest about my feelings today without guilt, if the obstacle was expression it is now free to express love, because I can express love toward she who I do truly love without compromising and confusing love with obligation. I believe love is a requirement of a man towards his wife, but to be obligated out of duty where there is not true love is an obstacle between you and true happiness.
My obstacle was to feel obligated to a responsibility I did not really want to take on, my love for Janet is in my heart, it was placed there whereby Latoya was all in my mind and not the other way around. I thought I was required to love Latoya but the love was not in my heart and was a pure obligation I felt was forced upon me and because of this realization I feel relieved. What Latoya did to me was an excuse for me to express my true feelings, but the true feelings always existed. All I owe Latoya is a sibling share and she does not deserve that, but it belongs to her.
Latoya was a double agent and she knew who I was all along. My proof is her visit to Germany with Jack Gordon. I was told about it she played at the Enlistment Men’s Club and they made a special batter for chicken just for her. Janet was constantly put under hypnosis, but not Latoya and Jack Gordon worked for John Gotti so he knew who I was. Personally I do not think he is really dead, it was all a calculated game by Latoya to get paid, she can have Jack and her $100 Million; Jack did me a favor. Furthermore I believe she gave birth to a son by her driver whom she had an affair with before 1989 and as they say what goes on in Vegas stays in Vegas, what does Latoya do for a living date men? She was never my wife, and knowing this liberates me of the greatest obstacle to my true happiness.
Tomorrow is Janet’s birthday she will be 42 years young, I wished her a happy one yesterday and I know the gossip will follow. I just hope she enjoys herself, my birthday was just another day, I do not wish that on anyone.
Yes the obstacle was in the mind, but now I am free to be me.
Latoya in Germany:
EXT. ARMY POSTS IN GERMANY. -- DAY
The time had come to leave Fort Polk and go back to Germany, and I was sent to the same town, but, a different Barracks. The name of the town is Swhweinfurt Germany.
SSG WINSTON
Welcome to Germany, we have been expecting you.
FRANK PAUL JONES
So this is it?
SSG WINSTON
Yes this will be your home for the next year and a half or so.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Do you like it here Staff Sergeant Winston?
SSG WINSTON
It's a job. You just missed Latoya Jackson; she came here to check out your new home.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Why would she do that?
SSG WINSTON
Don't ask me, she came with her manager, this little short White dude; he is a funny dude.
SSG WINSTON
They changed the grease they fry chicken with just for her, she said the chicken was good, then she performed at the EM club.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Was it a good show?
SSG WINSTON
She was all right, the Enlisted Men went crazy. I know you may not understand what I AM trying to tell you now, but, I was told to tell you this. Welcome to Swhweinfurt Germany, the home of the 3rd Infantry Division.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Thank you.
EXT. THE BAVARIAN MOUNTAINS. -- DAY
We went on a field trip to see the mountains of Bavaria. At this place where we went there were men who called themselves Monks. Most of them were fat, and they made there own home made brew.
I was brought to a Monk who had a message for me; I call these mountains the mountains of deception.
MONK
How do you like it up here?
PAUL CASTELLANO
All I see is bunch of mountains, to be honest.
MONK
How would you like to stay here and rule the world?
PAUL CASTELLANO
After my tour in Germany I have to go back home.
MONK
You could stay here, and we will send for that girl, and everything you can imagine will be at hands length.
PAUL CASTELLANO
Who are you going to send for Janet?
MONK
Forget about that little girl, we will send for the beautiful one Latoya, she said, if you stay she will come and live with you.
MONK
If you decide to stay, we will show you what is inside these mountains, it will amaze you.
PAUL CASTELLANO
The only thing that amazes me is you, you're the Devil himself, and they brought me here so that you can tempt me. Man I AM not staying up here.
This conversation went on for a while, I don't know how long, but, when SSG Winston came back for me he said.
SSG WINSTON
You are still here?
Then he laughed and said.
SSG WINSTON
He made his decision, and he doesn't want to stay here, so we will take him back to Swhweinfurt.
This is proof that Latoya knew all along whom I was!.
Jesus Paul Solomon
EXT. ARMY POSTS IN GERMANY. -- DAY
The time had come to leave Fort Polk and go back to Germany, and I was sent to the same town, but, a different Barracks. The name of the town is Swhweinfurt Germany.
SSG WINSTON
Welcome to Germany, we have been expecting you.
FRANK PAUL JONES
So this is it?
SSG WINSTON
Yes this will be your home for the next year and a half or so.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Do you like it here Staff Sergeant Winston?
SSG WINSTON
It's a job. You just missed Latoya Jackson; she came here to check out your new home.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Why would she do that?
SSG WINSTON
Don't ask me, she came with her manager, this little short White dude; he is a funny dude.
SSG WINSTON
They changed the grease they fry chicken with just for her, she said the chicken was good, then she performed at the EM club.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Was it a good show?
SSG WINSTON
She was all right, the Enlisted Men went crazy. I know you may not understand what I AM trying to tell you now, but, I was told to tell you this. Welcome to Swhweinfurt Germany, the home of the 3rd Infantry Division.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Thank you.
EXT. THE BAVARIAN MOUNTAINS. -- DAY
We went on a field trip to see the mountains of Bavaria. At this place where we went there were men who called themselves Monks. Most of them were fat, and they made there own home made brew.
I was brought to a Monk who had a message for me; I call these mountains the mountains of deception.
MONK
How do you like it up here?
PAUL CASTELLANO
All I see is bunch of mountains, to be honest.
MONK
How would you like to stay here and rule the world?
PAUL CASTELLANO
After my tour in Germany I have to go back home.
MONK
You could stay here, and we will send for that girl, and everything you can imagine will be at hands length.
PAUL CASTELLANO
Who are you going to send for Janet?
MONK
Forget about that little girl, we will send for the beautiful one Latoya, she said, if you stay she will come and live with you.
MONK
If you decide to stay, we will show you what is inside these mountains, it will amaze you.
PAUL CASTELLANO
The only thing that amazes me is you, you're the Devil himself, and they brought me here so that you can tempt me. Man I AM not staying up here.
This conversation went on for a while, I don't know how long, but, when SSG Winston came back for me he said.
SSG WINSTON
You are still here?
Then he laughed and said.
SSG WINSTON
He made his decision, and he doesn't want to stay here, so we will take him back to Swhweinfurt.
This is proof that Latoya knew all along whom I was!.
Jesus Paul Solomon
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
The Obama & Clinton Ordeal
The Obama & Clinton Ordeal
This is my opinion it became conscious to me last night. Hillary knows what she is doing by fighting all the way to the National Convention. And supporters of Obama should be grateful for what she is doing. She is Obama’s life insurance policy.
Understand that we cannot become naïve to the fact that Obama is not bullet proof and is a black man. My opinion is that a white man will prefer to put a Mulatto in the White House over a woman. The choice was a Mulatto verse a woman and the Man won the bet. Will the white man vote a black man in over an elderly white man is another question?
Now the real question that we are overlooking is what is the survivability of Obama in a journey to the White House? How close will they let him get? Whatever happens do not try to blame me, because few believe very little about what I say, so do not blame me for the negative when I get no credit for the positive, I am just explaining what I see happening.
See if Senator Hillary Clinton sticks in until the bitter end, which she can afford to do and Senator Obama gets whacked she becomes the Democratic Nominee. People are sleeping on what is going on here. In order for Obama to win he not only has to get the Super Delegates to choose him, but he has to survive. So Hillary is waging on the survivability of Obama. If he survives he gets the nomination but if he does not she gets the nomination.
Politics is a dirty game. What Obama has to g do is invest in security and not the race at this point.
Frank Paul Gambino
This is my opinion it became conscious to me last night. Hillary knows what she is doing by fighting all the way to the National Convention. And supporters of Obama should be grateful for what she is doing. She is Obama’s life insurance policy.
Understand that we cannot become naïve to the fact that Obama is not bullet proof and is a black man. My opinion is that a white man will prefer to put a Mulatto in the White House over a woman. The choice was a Mulatto verse a woman and the Man won the bet. Will the white man vote a black man in over an elderly white man is another question?
Now the real question that we are overlooking is what is the survivability of Obama in a journey to the White House? How close will they let him get? Whatever happens do not try to blame me, because few believe very little about what I say, so do not blame me for the negative when I get no credit for the positive, I am just explaining what I see happening.
See if Senator Hillary Clinton sticks in until the bitter end, which she can afford to do and Senator Obama gets whacked she becomes the Democratic Nominee. People are sleeping on what is going on here. In order for Obama to win he not only has to get the Super Delegates to choose him, but he has to survive. So Hillary is waging on the survivability of Obama. If he survives he gets the nomination but if he does not she gets the nomination.
Politics is a dirty game. What Obama has to g do is invest in security and not the race at this point.
Frank Paul Gambino
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
The Truth According to Frank Paul Gambino
The Truth According to Frank Paul Gambino
In May of 1991 Frank Paul Jones AKA Frank Paul Gambino, then called Paul Castellano was arrested in California for threatening to kill Rene Elizondo, for being in an adulterous relationship with Janet Jackson his said to be wife, whom he claimed he was secretly married to her at a very young age. Rene on federal court documents claimed to be her live-in boyfriend and not her husband. Paul claims to have fathered two children with Janet; He claims Rene who is said to be James De Barge daughter is his and at a young age he impregnated Janet with a daughter who was not raised by the Jackson family, but by a distant cousin of Frank Paul Gambino’s uncle Big Paul Castellano, her stage name is Alicia Keys, Janet has not denied or confirmed these allegations. Nor does she deny their marriage. This makes it impossible for her to have legally married Rene or James because she was already married. Big Paul is the second cousin of Frank Paul Gambino the Son of Carlo Gambino and also his uncle through marriage. Don Carlo married his first cousin who was Big Paul’s sister.Since 2001, Janet has been involved with hip hop producer Jermaine Dupri. In the time that they've been together, there have been numerous rumors that the two have married, though they have consistently denied these reports. Dupri appeared in Janet's videos for "Someone to Call My Lover" and "I Want You," while Janet returned the favor by appearing in Dupri's video for his 2005 single, "Gotta Getcha". They went there separate ways because of irreconcilable differences concerning a prenuptial agreement and there are rumors that Janet and Paul are trying to reunited after all of these year apart, because he worked in covert operations for the United States Government since he was 17 years old, he just made 49 years old and is about to come on to the scene. Janet will be 42 years old in May.
In May of 1991 Frank Paul Jones AKA Frank Paul Gambino, then called Paul Castellano was arrested in California for threatening to kill Rene Elizondo, for being in an adulterous relationship with Janet Jackson his said to be wife, whom he claimed he was secretly married to her at a very young age. Rene on federal court documents claimed to be her live-in boyfriend and not her husband. Paul claims to have fathered two children with Janet; He claims Rene who is said to be James De Barge daughter is his and at a young age he impregnated Janet with a daughter who was not raised by the Jackson family, but by a distant cousin of Frank Paul Gambino’s uncle Big Paul Castellano, her stage name is Alicia Keys, Janet has not denied or confirmed these allegations. Nor does she deny their marriage. This makes it impossible for her to have legally married Rene or James because she was already married. Big Paul is the second cousin of Frank Paul Gambino the Son of Carlo Gambino and also his uncle through marriage. Don Carlo married his first cousin who was Big Paul’s sister.Since 2001, Janet has been involved with hip hop producer Jermaine Dupri. In the time that they've been together, there have been numerous rumors that the two have married, though they have consistently denied these reports. Dupri appeared in Janet's videos for "Someone to Call My Lover" and "I Want You," while Janet returned the favor by appearing in Dupri's video for his 2005 single, "Gotta Getcha". They went there separate ways because of irreconcilable differences concerning a prenuptial agreement and there are rumors that Janet and Paul are trying to reunited after all of these year apart, because he worked in covert operations for the United States Government since he was 17 years old, he just made 49 years old and is about to come on to the scene. Janet will be 42 years old in May.
Great Expectations
To: President George W. Bush
From: Frank Paul Gambino
Great Expectations
April 30, 2008 -- Artistically and romantically you will sweep all before you over the coming 12 months. In fact, by this time next year there is every possibility that you will be living the kind of existence that at this moment in time you hardly dare dream about. Believe you can make it, and you will.
From: Frank Paul Gambino
Great Expectations
April 30, 2008 -- Artistically and romantically you will sweep all before you over the coming 12 months. In fact, by this time next year there is every possibility that you will be living the kind of existence that at this moment in time you hardly dare dream about. Believe you can make it, and you will.
April 30, 2008 -- Communications with friends, relatives and neighbors will go very well today and if you have any favors to ask, do it now. On the work front, your way with words will convince even the most reluctant would-be partner that you know what you are talking about.
This is good news, however I have one problem, why are we still talking about 12 month from now, it was 12 months from now over 6 months ago, school me on the next 6 months or 3 months or what to expect on my trip next month, I do not like surprises. But 12 months from now we should have settled with my all my family and friends by then and established the brotherhood and sisterhood the Church not to mention me.
I told them what I needed but I will say it again, when I get to California I need a early Saturday Appointment to get my old crowned renewed and my new crown placed, I told them how and where I wear my crowns one for Janet and one for Latoya and I will say it again my crowns will be placed in my mouth and not on my head, one gold tooth and one white gold tooth, both wore in the front of my mouth, these are not fashion statements. The rank is King of the Jews and the King of Kings.
I want to mention a scripture:
1Ch 29:22 They ate and drank with great joy in the presence of the LORD that day. Then they acknowledged Solomon son of David as king a second time, anointing him before the LORD to be ruler and Zadok to be priest.
1Ch 29:23 So Solomon sat on the throne of the LORD as king in place of his father David. He prospered and all Israel obeyed him.
1Ch 29:24 All the officers and mighty men, as well as all of King David’s sons, pledged their submission to King Solomon.
I want to mention a scripture:
1Ch 29:22 They ate and drank with great joy in the presence of the LORD that day. Then they acknowledged Solomon son of David as king a second time, anointing him before the LORD to be ruler and Zadok to be priest.
1Ch 29:23 So Solomon sat on the throne of the LORD as king in place of his father David. He prospered and all Israel obeyed him.
1Ch 29:24 All the officers and mighty men, as well as all of King David’s sons, pledged their submission to King Solomon.
Also I need my debts cleared so I can move at a moments notice to make meetings around the Country. I want to go on tour with Janet, I need to see the world from a civilian perspective, Latoya can stay back and handle the arrangement of our estate that I want located in Central Florida, in a gated community. I want to leave her behind pregnant, like I said she will be the oldest woman to give birth naturally to a health child and Oprah can come in second. This will be done even if it means using stem cells to create them a new womb.
I want my flight to and from California unmarked and secured by the Secret Service and I will pickup my airline tickets tomorrow. Furthermore, as I said I need my fleet of airliners for my family and administration and for the tour with Janet I need to borrow a Jet from the Federal Government, I want the luxury liner out of the fleet. Here is my old order resubmitted: You have about 4 to 6 months to fill my order the tour starts in September which I think might be tentative because security comes first.
Air Force Infinity & Marine Infinity
I want to put in an order for a Jet and Helicopter that are clones to what the President of the United States is issued. I want to it for my immediate family and if I have to fly I think I want to be in a Jet that can glide to a landing if the motors shut down.
Then I want Private Jets for my Administration and Consistory, I think 8 to 12 passenger Jets will be fine, I want to mix that up. I need enough Jets to keep them moving smoothly, I do not want to necessarily give each of them a Jet, I want the ability by having a nice size fleet to move my men and women without too much waiting, if they have to stay at a hotel overnight so be it. They will not need their own Jet, unless they buy it themselves, they can afford it, but I will get them wherever they have to go for me. I do not know check with some of these broke airlines and see what they have; I will take a few larger ones. And of course I will need pilots. I want as many Airmen as the government can spare. Airman will fly my family.
I wonder what the price tag will be for this fleet, but do not cut corners because this is about safety and not just transportation. I think my next problem is people are going to start to count my money and want more and more, but I have a lot of mouths to feed and major investments to make.
Where I want to settle and why:
Highlands County, Florida:
Based on 2004: Population 38,482 Circumference 151 Miles w/about 15 major lakes:
New Orleans:
Based on 2004: Population over 500,000 Circumference about 54 miles:
Both areas were used as farmland at some point.
Questions:
With New Orleans at less than half the original population, how any stores can it support?
How many people can Highlands County accommodate, if we were to develop this County into a Major City?
Important Note: I want a urinal in my personal bathroom, everybody gets their own bathroom.
Frank Paul Gambino
I want to put in an order for a Jet and Helicopter that are clones to what the President of the United States is issued. I want to it for my immediate family and if I have to fly I think I want to be in a Jet that can glide to a landing if the motors shut down.
Then I want Private Jets for my Administration and Consistory, I think 8 to 12 passenger Jets will be fine, I want to mix that up. I need enough Jets to keep them moving smoothly, I do not want to necessarily give each of them a Jet, I want the ability by having a nice size fleet to move my men and women without too much waiting, if they have to stay at a hotel overnight so be it. They will not need their own Jet, unless they buy it themselves, they can afford it, but I will get them wherever they have to go for me. I do not know check with some of these broke airlines and see what they have; I will take a few larger ones. And of course I will need pilots. I want as many Airmen as the government can spare. Airman will fly my family.
I wonder what the price tag will be for this fleet, but do not cut corners because this is about safety and not just transportation. I think my next problem is people are going to start to count my money and want more and more, but I have a lot of mouths to feed and major investments to make.
Where I want to settle and why:
Highlands County, Florida:
Based on 2004: Population 38,482 Circumference 151 Miles w/about 15 major lakes:
New Orleans:
Based on 2004: Population over 500,000 Circumference about 54 miles:
Both areas were used as farmland at some point.
Questions:
With New Orleans at less than half the original population, how any stores can it support?
How many people can Highlands County accommodate, if we were to develop this County into a Major City?
Important Note: I want a urinal in my personal bathroom, everybody gets their own bathroom.
Frank Paul Gambino
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Who Am I is based on you!
Who Am I is based on you!
Certain people may be talking you up and making you out to be something you are not but in one way they are right: You are capable of much more than you have been doing up until now. Let them give your ego a boost. If they believe in you maybe you believe in yourself.
Like I told my two older sisters, this is all preordained; what will happen was already decided for the most part. Let me throw a scripture at you.
Lk 12:10 And everyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but anyone who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven.
Like I told my two older sisters, this is all preordained; what will happen was already decided for the most part. Let me throw a scripture at you.
Lk 12:10 And everyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but anyone who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven.
Maybe you are the one short on faith, because I am more than simply the Son of Carlo Gambino. I had to get that fact through the minds of those close to me to prepare them for a higher truth. I am the Son and I am all they are going to get, I do not believe the Savior will come after me unless a new scripture is written. It will be us who will preserve the Earth, by whatever means necessary.
You want to boast my ego pay me, give me some of my money, because talk is cheap, one day they are on my side and next they are not. My supporting cast is so unpredictable. In fact if anything they make it hard for me to boast my ego. Whatever I can do will, be done in its time, without any special effort by me, it is all preordained and will happen because it was planned to happen already. I just have to stay busy not to get bored!
I am to people what they see me as and accordingly that will be how I settle, those who respect me I will love, to those who see me as the Son of Man to them that will be who I am. To those who see me as a prophet that will be what I am to them and to those who are stuck on thinking I am a gangster, I will be the worst nightmare.
Thursday, March 13, 2008
The Jackson Family to Invade the Casino Market
The Jackson Family to Invade the Casino Market
What is the possibility of Janet Jackson working in Atlantic City and Michael Jackson working in Las Vegas? The word is that not only is Michael in the market to work Las Vegas, but is sister Janet is said to have entered into talks with Atlantic City Casinos. Janet wants to work the stage, but with the global atmosphere her management does not want her travel too much. So she is trying to find a steady gig like a Casino, rather than going on a world tour. Since the incident at the Super Bowl business has been bad for Janet. So this is sort like a comeback for her likewise for Michael also. Latoya is paying her siblings a lot of attention, and is also considering the casino circuit. There are certainly plenty casinos around the county to choose from. Live entertainment at casinos attracts cliental.
Janet Jackson’s album Discipline debuted at number one and Michael Jackson’s 25th anniversary Thriller debuted at number 2 in sales, but was not recognized by Billboard top 200 because it was a remake of an old album and they wanted to make room for new material.
What is the possibility of Janet Jackson working in Atlantic City and Michael Jackson working in Las Vegas? The word is that not only is Michael in the market to work Las Vegas, but is sister Janet is said to have entered into talks with Atlantic City Casinos. Janet wants to work the stage, but with the global atmosphere her management does not want her travel too much. So she is trying to find a steady gig like a Casino, rather than going on a world tour. Since the incident at the Super Bowl business has been bad for Janet. So this is sort like a comeback for her likewise for Michael also. Latoya is paying her siblings a lot of attention, and is also considering the casino circuit. There are certainly plenty casinos around the county to choose from. Live entertainment at casinos attracts cliental.
Janet Jackson’s album Discipline debuted at number one and Michael Jackson’s 25th anniversary Thriller debuted at number 2 in sales, but was not recognized by Billboard top 200 because it was a remake of an old album and they wanted to make room for new material.
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