Glad she had a good time, but wish I was there!
Date: 18 May 2008
May 18, 2008 -- You have been so busy socially lately that more intimate relationships have suffered, but now you can reach out again to people you love. A few tears are to be expected around the time of Tuesday's full moon but they will be tears of joy.
Maybe I made an error in judgment planning my trip the following week and not having fun yesterday, because Janet said something funny yesterday that I realized there could have been a few more of those one liners, if I paid her more attention over the weekend, but instead I packed my bags which had to be done. So I did the responsible thing and yes the more intimate relationship has suffered. But hopefully this will come to a final end very soon so the sacrifice may well have been worth it.
Originally the trip was supposed to be a business trip, but I owe Janet much more than that. I hope she plans an exciting weekend and I hope the weekend never ends, my only real business in New York City “be it’s God’s will” and everything works out and in the presence of God how can it not? Is to move out of my apartment and resign from my job, it is not good to burn bridges even if you never need them again, because someone else might and that can be done from long distance but I prefer to do it in person, what are we talking about 3 days to a work week? What does that equal 5 days apart for a lifetime and more? People do not realize but this is much bigger than me or Janet; it is about world affairs and a better future for all.
I want to be with my wife for ever and ever and the next birthday and the birthdays after that. I am not jealous because Janet had a happy birthday party we accepted that a month ago and it was nice of her to share some of that with me and the world and I knew the gossip would follow the news about the party, I am getting used to this, stuff like how they are having mad sex and their tender moments that is not what I saw, I saw a respectful video with a few jokes. But like the letter I wrote not everything was in it, but Janet saw the whole letter and what was not included was not anyone else’s business it was a personal letter and sharing part of it was all jokes.
Only with Janet do I wear soft gloves, you would be surprised at how I talk to her, sometimes I be fronting in my postings, but I do not usually talk to her like that, but I admit my temper flares sometimes and I talk crazy, but that is in my character and it will change when it is given more attention, loving and care and the same probably applies to Janet, no one can love her like me, because they are not me they are substitutes. I mean I am alone and I do not have a bunch of friends anymore especially girlfriends, it is not my style to hangout anymore without purpose and usually men around a bunch of women are either players or punks, I am neither. In the future Janet’s male friends will at least be my acquaintances, I do not know if I want female friends unless they have a man and if that relation end so does ours as friends. Sure a friend of a relative will be treated nice, but if that relationship ends so will ours, that is how I do me. I even have to be careful how I counsel a person!
If Jermaine want to continue to see Janet he has to meet me!
Ge 2:24 For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife and they will become one flesh.
1Co 15:45 So it is written: “The first man Adam became a living being”; the last Adam, a life-giving spirit.
1Co 15:46 The spiritual did not come first, but the natural, and after that the spiritual.
1Co 15:47 The first man was of the dust of the earth, the second man from heaven.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Thursday, May 15, 2008
The Obstacle Removed
To: President George W. Bush
From: Jesus Paul Solomon
The Obstacle Removed
May 15, 2008 -- Whatever it was you were unable to do yesterday you will be able to do today. The obstacle that was blocking your path will disappear and you will soon be on your way again. Could it be the obstacle never actually existed? Could it have been in your mind?
Mind = Intelligence = Mentality. The real question is does the mind really exist? Is that which is in your mind your reality? Everything that I experienced over the past few years originated in my mind and we made it into reality and hopefully we will do this to the final step. It was all in my mind, but that with was an impediment had to be overcome, not everything was meant to be realized and made into a physical reality for all to share together, some things were meant for me to experience, being experience is the best teacher.
I believe I can write better love songs now, because I feel like I can express love better now than ever, because I can be totally honest about my feelings today without guilt, if the obstacle was expression it is now free to express love, because I can express love toward she who I do truly love without compromising and confusing love with obligation. I believe love is a requirement of a man towards his wife, but to be obligated out of duty where there is not true love is an obstacle between you and true happiness.
My obstacle was to feel obligated to a responsibility I did not really want to take on, my love for Janet is in my heart, it was placed there whereby Latoya was all in my mind and not the other way around. I thought I was required to love Latoya but the love was not in my heart and was a pure obligation I felt was forced upon me and because of this realization I feel relieved. What Latoya did to me was an excuse for me to express my true feelings, but the true feelings always existed. All I owe Latoya is a sibling share and she does not deserve that, but it belongs to her.
Latoya was a double agent and she knew who I was all along. My proof is her visit to Germany with Jack Gordon. I was told about it she played at the Enlistment Men’s Club and they made a special batter for chicken just for her. Janet was constantly put under hypnosis, but not Latoya and Jack Gordon worked for John Gotti so he knew who I was. Personally I do not think he is really dead, it was all a calculated game by Latoya to get paid, she can have Jack and her $100 Million; Jack did me a favor. Furthermore I believe she gave birth to a son by her driver whom she had an affair with before 1989 and as they say what goes on in Vegas stays in Vegas, what does Latoya do for a living date men? She was never my wife, and knowing this liberates me of the greatest obstacle to my true happiness.
Tomorrow is Janet’s birthday she will be 42 years young, I wished her a happy one yesterday and I know the gossip will follow. I just hope she enjoys herself, my birthday was just another day, I do not wish that on anyone.
Yes the obstacle was in the mind, but now I am free to be me.
From: Jesus Paul Solomon
The Obstacle Removed
May 15, 2008 -- Whatever it was you were unable to do yesterday you will be able to do today. The obstacle that was blocking your path will disappear and you will soon be on your way again. Could it be the obstacle never actually existed? Could it have been in your mind?
Mind = Intelligence = Mentality. The real question is does the mind really exist? Is that which is in your mind your reality? Everything that I experienced over the past few years originated in my mind and we made it into reality and hopefully we will do this to the final step. It was all in my mind, but that with was an impediment had to be overcome, not everything was meant to be realized and made into a physical reality for all to share together, some things were meant for me to experience, being experience is the best teacher.
I believe I can write better love songs now, because I feel like I can express love better now than ever, because I can be totally honest about my feelings today without guilt, if the obstacle was expression it is now free to express love, because I can express love toward she who I do truly love without compromising and confusing love with obligation. I believe love is a requirement of a man towards his wife, but to be obligated out of duty where there is not true love is an obstacle between you and true happiness.
My obstacle was to feel obligated to a responsibility I did not really want to take on, my love for Janet is in my heart, it was placed there whereby Latoya was all in my mind and not the other way around. I thought I was required to love Latoya but the love was not in my heart and was a pure obligation I felt was forced upon me and because of this realization I feel relieved. What Latoya did to me was an excuse for me to express my true feelings, but the true feelings always existed. All I owe Latoya is a sibling share and she does not deserve that, but it belongs to her.
Latoya was a double agent and she knew who I was all along. My proof is her visit to Germany with Jack Gordon. I was told about it she played at the Enlistment Men’s Club and they made a special batter for chicken just for her. Janet was constantly put under hypnosis, but not Latoya and Jack Gordon worked for John Gotti so he knew who I was. Personally I do not think he is really dead, it was all a calculated game by Latoya to get paid, she can have Jack and her $100 Million; Jack did me a favor. Furthermore I believe she gave birth to a son by her driver whom she had an affair with before 1989 and as they say what goes on in Vegas stays in Vegas, what does Latoya do for a living date men? She was never my wife, and knowing this liberates me of the greatest obstacle to my true happiness.
Tomorrow is Janet’s birthday she will be 42 years young, I wished her a happy one yesterday and I know the gossip will follow. I just hope she enjoys herself, my birthday was just another day, I do not wish that on anyone.
Yes the obstacle was in the mind, but now I am free to be me.
Latoya in Germany:
EXT. ARMY POSTS IN GERMANY. -- DAY
The time had come to leave Fort Polk and go back to Germany, and I was sent to the same town, but, a different Barracks. The name of the town is Swhweinfurt Germany.
SSG WINSTON
Welcome to Germany, we have been expecting you.
FRANK PAUL JONES
So this is it?
SSG WINSTON
Yes this will be your home for the next year and a half or so.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Do you like it here Staff Sergeant Winston?
SSG WINSTON
It's a job. You just missed Latoya Jackson; she came here to check out your new home.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Why would she do that?
SSG WINSTON
Don't ask me, she came with her manager, this little short White dude; he is a funny dude.
SSG WINSTON
They changed the grease they fry chicken with just for her, she said the chicken was good, then she performed at the EM club.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Was it a good show?
SSG WINSTON
She was all right, the Enlisted Men went crazy. I know you may not understand what I AM trying to tell you now, but, I was told to tell you this. Welcome to Swhweinfurt Germany, the home of the 3rd Infantry Division.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Thank you.
EXT. THE BAVARIAN MOUNTAINS. -- DAY
We went on a field trip to see the mountains of Bavaria. At this place where we went there were men who called themselves Monks. Most of them were fat, and they made there own home made brew.
I was brought to a Monk who had a message for me; I call these mountains the mountains of deception.
MONK
How do you like it up here?
PAUL CASTELLANO
All I see is bunch of mountains, to be honest.
MONK
How would you like to stay here and rule the world?
PAUL CASTELLANO
After my tour in Germany I have to go back home.
MONK
You could stay here, and we will send for that girl, and everything you can imagine will be at hands length.
PAUL CASTELLANO
Who are you going to send for Janet?
MONK
Forget about that little girl, we will send for the beautiful one Latoya, she said, if you stay she will come and live with you.
MONK
If you decide to stay, we will show you what is inside these mountains, it will amaze you.
PAUL CASTELLANO
The only thing that amazes me is you, you're the Devil himself, and they brought me here so that you can tempt me. Man I AM not staying up here.
This conversation went on for a while, I don't know how long, but, when SSG Winston came back for me he said.
SSG WINSTON
You are still here?
Then he laughed and said.
SSG WINSTON
He made his decision, and he doesn't want to stay here, so we will take him back to Swhweinfurt.
This is proof that Latoya knew all along whom I was!.
Jesus Paul Solomon
EXT. ARMY POSTS IN GERMANY. -- DAY
The time had come to leave Fort Polk and go back to Germany, and I was sent to the same town, but, a different Barracks. The name of the town is Swhweinfurt Germany.
SSG WINSTON
Welcome to Germany, we have been expecting you.
FRANK PAUL JONES
So this is it?
SSG WINSTON
Yes this will be your home for the next year and a half or so.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Do you like it here Staff Sergeant Winston?
SSG WINSTON
It's a job. You just missed Latoya Jackson; she came here to check out your new home.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Why would she do that?
SSG WINSTON
Don't ask me, she came with her manager, this little short White dude; he is a funny dude.
SSG WINSTON
They changed the grease they fry chicken with just for her, she said the chicken was good, then she performed at the EM club.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Was it a good show?
SSG WINSTON
She was all right, the Enlisted Men went crazy. I know you may not understand what I AM trying to tell you now, but, I was told to tell you this. Welcome to Swhweinfurt Germany, the home of the 3rd Infantry Division.
FRANK PAUL JONES
Thank you.
EXT. THE BAVARIAN MOUNTAINS. -- DAY
We went on a field trip to see the mountains of Bavaria. At this place where we went there were men who called themselves Monks. Most of them were fat, and they made there own home made brew.
I was brought to a Monk who had a message for me; I call these mountains the mountains of deception.
MONK
How do you like it up here?
PAUL CASTELLANO
All I see is bunch of mountains, to be honest.
MONK
How would you like to stay here and rule the world?
PAUL CASTELLANO
After my tour in Germany I have to go back home.
MONK
You could stay here, and we will send for that girl, and everything you can imagine will be at hands length.
PAUL CASTELLANO
Who are you going to send for Janet?
MONK
Forget about that little girl, we will send for the beautiful one Latoya, she said, if you stay she will come and live with you.
MONK
If you decide to stay, we will show you what is inside these mountains, it will amaze you.
PAUL CASTELLANO
The only thing that amazes me is you, you're the Devil himself, and they brought me here so that you can tempt me. Man I AM not staying up here.
This conversation went on for a while, I don't know how long, but, when SSG Winston came back for me he said.
SSG WINSTON
You are still here?
Then he laughed and said.
SSG WINSTON
He made his decision, and he doesn't want to stay here, so we will take him back to Swhweinfurt.
This is proof that Latoya knew all along whom I was!.
Jesus Paul Solomon
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
The Obama & Clinton Ordeal
The Obama & Clinton Ordeal
This is my opinion it became conscious to me last night. Hillary knows what she is doing by fighting all the way to the National Convention. And supporters of Obama should be grateful for what she is doing. She is Obama’s life insurance policy.
Understand that we cannot become naïve to the fact that Obama is not bullet proof and is a black man. My opinion is that a white man will prefer to put a Mulatto in the White House over a woman. The choice was a Mulatto verse a woman and the Man won the bet. Will the white man vote a black man in over an elderly white man is another question?
Now the real question that we are overlooking is what is the survivability of Obama in a journey to the White House? How close will they let him get? Whatever happens do not try to blame me, because few believe very little about what I say, so do not blame me for the negative when I get no credit for the positive, I am just explaining what I see happening.
See if Senator Hillary Clinton sticks in until the bitter end, which she can afford to do and Senator Obama gets whacked she becomes the Democratic Nominee. People are sleeping on what is going on here. In order for Obama to win he not only has to get the Super Delegates to choose him, but he has to survive. So Hillary is waging on the survivability of Obama. If he survives he gets the nomination but if he does not she gets the nomination.
Politics is a dirty game. What Obama has to g do is invest in security and not the race at this point.
Frank Paul Gambino
This is my opinion it became conscious to me last night. Hillary knows what she is doing by fighting all the way to the National Convention. And supporters of Obama should be grateful for what she is doing. She is Obama’s life insurance policy.
Understand that we cannot become naïve to the fact that Obama is not bullet proof and is a black man. My opinion is that a white man will prefer to put a Mulatto in the White House over a woman. The choice was a Mulatto verse a woman and the Man won the bet. Will the white man vote a black man in over an elderly white man is another question?
Now the real question that we are overlooking is what is the survivability of Obama in a journey to the White House? How close will they let him get? Whatever happens do not try to blame me, because few believe very little about what I say, so do not blame me for the negative when I get no credit for the positive, I am just explaining what I see happening.
See if Senator Hillary Clinton sticks in until the bitter end, which she can afford to do and Senator Obama gets whacked she becomes the Democratic Nominee. People are sleeping on what is going on here. In order for Obama to win he not only has to get the Super Delegates to choose him, but he has to survive. So Hillary is waging on the survivability of Obama. If he survives he gets the nomination but if he does not she gets the nomination.
Politics is a dirty game. What Obama has to g do is invest in security and not the race at this point.
Frank Paul Gambino
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